Good bye to my dear friend

When a person meets new one, the time comes to say good bye sometime.



I didn't wanna leave my dear friend's home.
The decision that we should break out before going to N.Y was made by myself but I really wanted to be with him.

I should have been more honest to him.
There is no time to describe what I actually feel to him.
I appreciate him but I couldn't tell my heart.
I always put on a show of indifference.


He is very kind.
He thinks of me a lot.
He makes a delicious meal for me.
He hugs me.
He accepts all my heart.
He gives me a great energy.
He makes me happy.



I like him




but




he doesn't hug me any more.




I wanna see him again.
I wanna look at his big smile.
I wanna feel happy with him.



I wish I would meet him again when I come to Japan.
I wanna him to think that I become much more attractive and beautiful.




If you have your dearest person, you are happy.
You can strongly think of him, at the same time he strongly thinks of you.
That is easy to feel happy if you have a valuable person.



I feel happy although I can't directly feel his kindness any more.