I felt happy after a long time.
Actually things had a tendency to go wrong but I got happy specially today.
I don't know the reason I felt such feeling.
Speaking of today, I can say with confidence that it was the worst day.
I went to the ceremony in the library. In fact, just free food was offered for the professors and students.
I mean, I went there only to get some food;sandwich, cupcake, chocolate cake, and cookie.
Oh, it was a strong enemy for me.
I couldn't bear my desire.
It couldn't be helped.
I know I should change my daily habit. I shouldn't be satisfied as I am.
I have a dream but it is not clear yet.
However, I believe that I have a bright dream.
In general, people say that it can't be said as dream if it is unclear.
But I think even if the dream you have is vague, you can say you have a big dream
because you can imagine your future as an image in your heart, not in your brain.
You can feel happiness in the future by imaging the picture you've already made unconsciously.
People may say that they can't understand what I say.
I think that the dream has two aspects.
One is a definite dream.
In most people, it can be a small dream to accomplish during a short term.
Another is a vague but bright big dream in your whole life.
Many times, it is difficult to say a specific detail of the dream
but you can imagine your happy future as unclear image.
Sometimes people tend to confuse both dreams because they are more likely to forget the dream has different aspects by the point of view you want to focus on.
Speaking of me, I tend to feel down since I focus on the dream in my whole life.
Later, I think I couldn't make it.
Needless to say, it is meaningless. That's to say, it is waste of time.
Make sure of the facts!
Which point should I focus on in my heart?
If I can change my negative feeling to positive one by changing my consciousness, I should do that.
Of course, it is not easy to change our status according to each situation.
But the important thing is to keep it in mind.